I think it is difficult if not impractical to stay static in a relationship. Yet I’m tired of being alone. For happening 7 years now, I’ve held it’s place in this limbo that is gray. Bookended from a need to be and consistent, and a necessity to be free and separate and selfish and for myself. My final girlfriend that is serious away from our provided apartment once I had been 25. Ever since then, I’ve jumped so deeply into the bachelorhood rabbit hole that I’m beginning to doubt there’s an exit, at either end. Searching strictly at the figures, my life that is dating has for around fifteen years, from freshman year of university to today. For the reason that decade and a half, committed relationships account fully for 4 of the years, or around 25percent of that time. [Read more…]